Thunderstorms...Ahhh....Summer

The Thunder rumbles beyond my bedroom walls, just now, and it reminds me of WARM rain, summer nights and that fresh and healthful smell of heated air and sunny days.  However, not to put a negative spin on this Oh so wonderful feeling, but it isn't even March yet and the thunder is a mere tease.  I can feel the warmth, not having to park in the garage, keep track of a glove (for if I were to lose it on the train, First I would never get it back but Second my one hand would be a frozen little 5 digit Popsicle)or bundle up, hunker down and march as fast as my little (well, actually pretty large) feet will take me to get to the next warm safe haven, to thaw before I have to make a break for it and just trudge onward.  The tension that consumes me when I get too cold and can't get warm again is what makes this season a miserable one.  So for this absolutely psychotic weather that we always have in Chicago, just taunting me with a thunderstorm (that I normally would welcome with open arms) is just plain mean (unless of course, it is a foreshadowing to a warming trend which leads to an early spring and even earlier summer season).  So please thunderstorm if you can understand I enjoy you but only if you bring a promise of Heat, Hot, Sun, Summer and Enjoyable Outdoor activities! Thank you and Goodnight.  

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Interior design jobs « Dezeenjobs architecture and design recruitment

Dezeen jobs....i think I will be examining this page a little later this year to see if there are any opportunities for me for the beginning of next year. This gets me really excited for finishing my MAID and get the heck out of here and experience a new place and culture!!!!

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i basically...you.

Go screw yourself your a lazy piece of scum...you sit on your rear all bloody day, throw a pity party for yourself and can't understand why people won't join you? cause its annoying irritating and downright rude, completely inconsiderate and selfish. Get a life. Im praying for you because you are so caught in the devils Ways and u refuse to get help so i refuse to talk to you or have a relationship with you. And its your fault, i have no guilt or remorse. Its your job to make it right. Im not going to do it. I don't have patience for the childish ways or you immature and pathetic demeanor. Stop being a child, grow a pair and do the right thing. Cause you've lost all respect from me and many others, that Which is not coming back in a snap, not by any stretch of the imagination. Get a grip and deal with it like an adult. The moods and bipolar, manic and extreme tendencies are enough to last a lifetime and im only 23, im done!

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slinkachu

Take a look at this little people art from an artist's blog, pretty neat.

slinkachu

wool = itchy

Yikes im want to scratch my legs this skirt is so so itchy despite my tights. Its like i got ants in my pants or something....not fun i want class to b over so i can go home. First to get this skirt if and second to sleep this week of starting work is rough...but i was just estimating my paychecks...Dang its nice for somebody to think my time is worth something!

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God is GREAT!

New job opportunity! it sounds perfect. Another aspect of the design process that will really give me some more experience and insight into the whole design field. I do need to apologize for my negative attitude lately it has really been bringing my spirits down. I feel horrible and regret some of my actions as of late. But such is life and God always has a plan that we cant always foresee. His plans are better than our own!

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old age

I look so freaking old lately. It probably doesn't help that i have had a cold but my skin is so dry from the cold and im so depressed from the winter weather; i just look old and decrepid. Gross, i need some heat and summertime ASAP! please

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sunshine and music

Listening to a good song with a peppy beat while also having to wear sunglasses because the sun is actually out always puts me on a good mood! life is but a dream!

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Where is the love?

I seem to have lost a lot of my drive for school. I don't know if its because of the winter, im unemployed, or because i feel lost in the program but i just don't want to do these assignments i just want to design and move south and into my own place and be on my own...is that so horrible to feel that way even though i have it pretty good at home right now?

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not sleeping

So. Staying the night at Mary Kate place..didn't fall asleep til 2 then woke up at 3 kinda ancy. So i looked at heathy recipes app on my phone and sent a bunch to Annie bright and early. I Blame part of it on my cold. Boo! also, im kinda hungry and i think a little anemic right now...i need some iron. Bring on the spinach salad!

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Getting a cold.....

I haven't been sick/gotten a cold in probably 4 years!!!  I blame the snow.  I have been downing every kind of cold remedy I can, DayQuil, Nasal Decongestant, AirBorne, Vitamins, Halls Defense....I don't feel horrible but I don't feel up to par either :( I forgot how much I don't like not feeling on the top of my game.  I guess the timing worked out ok since I didn't have class this week and I can kind of take my time relaxing and letting my body just fight this off before it hits full force! (I hope).  

WHat the ****!!

I don't even know what to think about some comments that people make to me.  I want to transfer more than ever now and most definitely can't do it.  SCAD doesn't accept transfer credits into the masters program, unfortunately.


Gosh I can't continue in this program this way.  The instructors are so inconsiderate, I don't even know how to feel about it.  I'm just fed up and frustrated with so much right now....I need a vacation....I think...or i just need to get away, far far away, for a good chunk of time and do my own thing.  


I am stuck, almost trapped in this hellhole of Chicago and its suburbs....its brutal and detrimental to my health and sanity!

Things always...Always...happen for a reason! Its amazing what God does :)

I always worry too much and "stress" over every thing, especially when MY plans don't go as I would like. But God knows what is best, and his plan is not always what mine plan is, and of course his plan is always superior to mine.  However, in the end his plan is indeed better than my own and what i thought might have been a disaster or a catastrophe is actually a blessing in disguise.  


Praise the Lord, and thank him for the blessings he brings to my life each day!